we had a small issue last nite.
he got pek chek w me cuz i keep repeating and gg in rounds abt my qn.
he told me too, aft he met evelyn, joys and me, his temper and patience got worse.
i felt so stunned and lost.
but oh wells.

how can i help him?

i must learn to be more sensitive to him.
to put myself in his shoes more.
i have to be more understanding towards him.

give everything,
expect nothing.

we'll be happier.

altho he didnt want me to look for him for lunch,
its all because he cares for me. he wants me to get the chance to have more rest, to finish my work.
so i shouldnt be paranoid or thinking too much. cuz he alr said his reasons, and it just shows that he cares.

things dun always have to go my way. i may not always be right. im not a queen.
he has a say too.
and moreover he's doing it for my sake.
so i shud be grateful abt wat he's doing for me and not getting upset or worried or unhappy.

control my paranoia and emotions.
i will be able to control them.
yes, i can do it.


dear say the string is no longer thinning. he said things are slowly improving and slowly getting better.
have faith and confidence we will make it through. yes we will.
and its important i keep to the promises i made to him. every single one of them.

give everything,
expect nothing.


be contented and satisfied.

stay happy and simple.

keep it simple.

Labels: expect nth., issue, promise

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